Chaos And The Involuntary Eskimo

Cut The Bullshit. // Tuesday, November 10, 2009

"... I'm alive but I’m losing all my drive,
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by... "

I never believed in karma. No, Karma's a pain in the ass.

What goes around is supposedly supposed to come around. But it never does. Karma is like that big bully everyone is afraid of in pre-school or something. The one that steals your lunch money and what not. But like every bully, They somehow manage to land friends. Thus, people who never actually did anything fucked up, In the end gets fucked anyway. And people who fuck everyone's life up still gets a happy ending. Yeah, God is very unfair to be honest. Some people are born into a wealthy family, Some people are born deformed, Some people are born poor, and some people are born Indian. So where's the fairness in that?

Anyways, I'm running off track here. Karma. If there is karma, Then a happy ending can't possibly exist. But guess what? Happy endings do exist apparently. Just not in my world. Yeah. Where the fuck is MY happy ending? Why is everyone happy except me? Can anybody just tell me why? :(

Just cause I'm slightly shy, I'm doomed to be alone for the rest of my life? 40 year old virgin as Ram would put it?

Just cause I like music and I don't wear skirts, I'm doomed to be alone cause I'm apparently too manly?

Just cause I'm apparently choosy with who I date cause I don't want to date a looser, (like meno's short friend that Geral finds so appealing)I'm doomed to be alone cause I'm apparently not allowed to make a choice?!

Maybe I'm just overreacting. I'm 15, I have a long life ahead of me (Eventho I'm planning to die at the age of 30) why'm I rushing things? This is immature.

Cassandra

( Picture Above May Seem More Yellow Than The Actual Object )

Long, Long ago, on the 7th day of the 7th month,
I came into this wretched and unfortunate world.
I was given the name Cassandra,
The name Cassandra came from an old greek myth about an unfortunate woman who the world thought was a liar,
A woman who wanted to be vindicated but never did and then later got raped by some dude.
Despite the torture and pain and anxiety this name had to carry through generations from generations,
My mom randomly picked it out from a fashion magazine.
I'm a 15 year old who apparently looks like a 12 year old.
I am easily annoyed.
But it's simple really, If you give me hell, I'll burn your house down.
Yes, I have guts. Except for theme parks, That stuff just freaks me out :S
My best friend's half portugese, And my other best friend has hair on her neck :p
This may excite some people but My grandpa has a pet fish....... That died a week ago unfortunately
My brothers laugh like a retarded playboy bunny.
My friends dont believe that I pee cause
I have the awesome-est kidney in the world that can hold up pee for about a shit loada hours.
Ok, enough about my kidney!
I played a small part in 'Cloverfield' when I infected my cousin with ebola.
I absolutely love music. But then again, Everyone does. Except Shannon :O
I'm half iban, My mom says I'm half indian too but I dont believe her!
In case you're wondering, No, I DONT live on trees. =/
I have a slight distaste for indians. :D just the ones that cant speak english
I'm not a racist bastard! >=[
ok fine, Maybe a little
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