Chaos And The Involuntary Eskimo

Charles, The Mortician. // Wednesday, November 10, 2010

" Beautiful veins and bloodshot eyes "

Bam.

I really need to pee. But its ok, with my amazing bladder, I'm able to finish this post first :D

So today was the last day of finals. Fuck that, I'm gonna tell you bout the most random, realistic dream I had last night.

So it was like this, I was in school. And for some reason I was deaf. Dunno why,

So yeah. I kept talking to people and calling them out but no one heard or responded. And after calling for so long, I realised that they couldn't even see me. And THENNN..

This form 1 girl looked me in the eye. And obviously I became excited cause if she looked me in the eye, she obviously could see me. So I begged her to help me but she refused. and then i realised ALL the form 1s could see me. But they were.. scared. And while all of this was going on, I got my sense of hearing back :p

So apparently, There had been random deaths happening around. I was one of the MANY people who died. And yeah, I knew this cause I saw a flyer on some wall.

And then out of nowhere, Geral appeared AND SHE COULD SEE ME!

I don't remember what happened after that. But the reason she could see me was cause of this best friend bond. hahahah. awwww...

And then POOF and we appeared in this room, Just Geral, Rosh and I. I dunno where Rosh came from, She probably had the bf bond thing too :p

And I asked them how I died, And they said Vatsala was playing the drums in my house and the stick accidently pierced into me and I died from massive blood loss =/

And then we laughed about it. haha.

And then there was this concert that was dedicated to all the people who died randomly. Jonathan was singing 'My life would suck without you' with Kelly Clarkson on stage. And I remember him stealing the show :p

And yeah. At that moment, I felt reallly... happy but sad to leave.

(I swear to God, This dream made A LOT of sense while I was sleeping)

It got me thinking, Shit, How is death really like?

___________ Back To Reality ____________

Someone just walked out of my life. And I think my pee just evaporated cause I don't feel like peeing anymore =/

My Bra :) // Wednesday, November 3, 2010

" Our friendship is tighter than a nun's vagina. NAMEAAAN?! "

Tis a story of my best friend, Geraldine. Lol. ok cut the crap.

Well It all started like this,

I think it was the first day of primary school, Standard 1. I was like this lost soul, And it was moral class. And we were in the same moral class. I don't know if she remembers this, But this is like my first memory of her. I sat in her place, and she took the chair away :( and i was like "bettcchhhh" haha. And then, About 2 years later, We met again in ballet class. Ballet class. wtf. never in my life did I ever imagine I was ever gonna have an interest in ballet. Well I never did, I don't even know why I was there. But OBVIOUSLY IT WAS DESTINY.

Unfortunately, We weren't close then. Cause I was this anti-social freak and she was..... a freak. hahaha.

But after I quit ballet, For some reason, She kept asking me why I quit, As if my presence made a difference in class. And then ONE DAYYYY.. our bus came extremely late, And it was just us outside school. So thats how we started talking about random shizzz and yeah. And the bus ride was long cause I used to hide behind the chairs so I could go for the longer ride. haha. And yeah. When I was about to go home, She told me her number (this is getting gay) and I didn't have a pen, so I memorized it (gay) . and yeah. then we started messaging (Wtf) . AND BLABLABLABLABLA became closer and yadayada.

AND THENN.. SECONDARY SCHOOL. we became classmates. And yeah :) that's how everything started.

Honestly, We're quite different in so many ways. Like she's one psycho retard, and I'm normal, I swear. hahaha. She makes me sit and watch her dance and sing to california girls. Even makes me RECORD. She used to force me to ride a bike with her every bloody day. But she was just excited la cause 16 years of her life and no one bothered teaching the poor girl how to ride a damn bike. So I did :) heh.

But yeah. Somehow we're the same. It's like.. we're oxymorons. haha. I don't know if that makes sense. But yeah. People used to think we're twins ALL THE TIME so the extend we stopped denying it :p

So yeah. GERAL,

I JUST WANNA SAYYYY.. . that you know I love you to death. And I'd always be here. And If any guy ever fucks you over again, I'll break his legs and burn his cat. And I'm sorry I didn't have the balls to go into that shah alam haunted house two years ago :(

Karma Police //

" After a minute there, I lost myself "

Today was just so. Unexpected.

So last night, I imagined myself just... wasting away today and sleeping in till the next morning. The exams have drained out every bit of my sanity. Like history, I studied my ass off. And everything I focused on, Didn't come out. and That disappointment just drives me crazy. even for add maths and other shit subjects. I've been focusing most on physics so I hope that works out.

That was out of topic.

Anyways, Today.

Geral came up to me in the morning, Telling me she's coming to my house and that we're playing badminton. How sweet of her to tell me ON THE DAY ITSELF.

Few minutes later, Vatsala comes up to me and tells me we're all playing futsal at 4. Coincidently the same time as badminton. And ya know, I love Geral to death so I didn't blow her off. But I really really reallaaayy wanted to play futsal.

So I thought ok, 4-5 I'd play badminton, And 5-6, Futsal. But badminton got so intensed that everyone just didnt wanna move. So we didn't get to play futsal :( and that kinda fucked up my mood a little. lol. But I'm ok.

ANYWAYS. came home, asilla and geral didn't wanna leave me alone. hahaha. Nah, they just went home late.. after they left, i just.. collapsed on my bed. And somehow, fell asleep while texting someone. And I got a random call from Nadia, telling me to save up for Sunway and I don't know what I said. But I felt so awake after that. And yeah. Here I am. Forced to blog, Yet again by Geral. Hi Geral.

I'm gonna go look for food now, Bye

Cassandra

( Picture Above May Seem More Yellow Than The Actual Object )

Long, Long ago, on the 7th day of the 7th month,
I came into this wretched and unfortunate world.
I was given the name Cassandra,
The name Cassandra came from an old greek myth about an unfortunate woman who the world thought was a liar,
A woman who wanted to be vindicated but never did and then later got raped by some dude.
Despite the torture and pain and anxiety this name had to carry through generations from generations,
My mom randomly picked it out from a fashion magazine.
I'm a 15 year old who apparently looks like a 12 year old.
I am easily annoyed.
But it's simple really, If you give me hell, I'll burn your house down.
Yes, I have guts. Except for theme parks, That stuff just freaks me out :S
My best friend's half portugese, And my other best friend has hair on her neck :p
This may excite some people but My grandpa has a pet fish....... That died a week ago unfortunately
My brothers laugh like a retarded playboy bunny.
My friends dont believe that I pee cause
I have the awesome-est kidney in the world that can hold up pee for about a shit loada hours.
Ok, enough about my kidney!
I played a small part in 'Cloverfield' when I infected my cousin with ebola.
I absolutely love music. But then again, Everyone does. Except Shannon :O
I'm half iban, My mom says I'm half indian too but I dont believe her!
In case you're wondering, No, I DONT live on trees. =/
I have a slight distaste for indians. :D just the ones that cant speak english
I'm not a racist bastard! >=[
ok fine, Maybe a little
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