Chaos And The Involuntary Eskimo
NO MORE FUCKING ROOM TO BREATHE // Friday, July 24, 2009
" ... I Don't Think You're Cut Out For It. "

Me : So how was work?
Mom : Hard, Hopefully you'd study hard and get a great job where you dont have to do anything, studying matters, it'll get you somewhere.. *yada yada about education*

Me : I'm into biology
Mom : Yeah, but you have to study hard and hopefully get a scholarship to a great college that'll take you somewhere and then you can get a great job, studying matters, it'll get you somewhere *yada yada about education*

Me : I want a dog?
Mom : Yeah, study hard first, get good grades, get a good job that pays you well and then you can buy a huge house and your own dog, Studying matters, it'll get you somewhere, unlike me, i took it for granted * yada yada about education*

Me : Ya know Gel's mom got a tattoo!
Mom : Yeah, so you study hard first, get good grades, get a good job that pays you well and then you can do anything you want without caring, you have to study hard, get into a good college, *yada yada about education*

Me : So whats for lunch?
Mom : Oh the usuals, see you study hard and you can get a great job and then buy all the food you want and you can do anything without caring, just study a lot, studying matters *yada yada about education*

Me : I'm going jamming later
Mom : If only you were like that about your studies, wow, you'd get great grades, a great job, do anything you want after that with all the money in the world, education is important now but you dont understand * YADA YADA BOUT FUCKING EDUCATION*

ME : I GET THE POINT. STOP RELATING EVERYTHING WITH EDUCATION. I GET IT!
Mom : Yeah, You dont understand the hardship I go through, slaving away everyday for you, You know being a mother is the hardest job in the world *yada yada somehow relates the topic with education and how important it is.*


Three goddamn words, Mom.













I GET IT.

I go to school every goddamn morning, Listening to every tom, dick and fucking harry tell me how important this stage of my life is and how PMR's gonna make a huge effect on my life and how I have to study my fucking ass off. Get B's and C's for my trials as I watch my other friends fight over marks to get a higher A, It makes me feel stupid. Like I'm hopeless. Worthless. I can't even score THOSE FEW FUCKING MARKS. Come home, feeling like shit, and on top of all of that, I get lectures from everyone on how education is important and how i should work my ass off now to benefit later, Then I go to tuition just to hear my teachers tell me how hard PMR is and how I should work my ass off. Come home, Get lectured somemore. I GET IT. I FUCKING GET IT. I'M TRYING MY BEST LA. JUST GIVE ME SOME GODDAMN AIR!

Cassandra
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Long, Long ago, on the 7th day of the 7th month,
I came into this wretched and unfortunate world.
I was given the name Cassandra,
The name Cassandra came from an old greek myth about an unfortunate woman who the world thought was a liar,
A woman who wanted to be vindicated but never did and then later got raped by some dude.
Despite the torture and pain and anxiety this name had to carry through generations from generations,
My mom randomly picked it out from a fashion magazine.
I'm a 15 year old who apparently looks like a 12 year old.
I am easily annoyed.
But it's simple really, If you give me hell, I'll burn your house down.
Yes, I have guts. Except for theme parks, That stuff just freaks me out :S
My best friend's half portugese, And my other best friend has hair on her neck :p
This may excite some people but My grandpa has a pet fish....... That died a week ago unfortunately
My brothers laugh like a retarded playboy bunny.
My friends dont believe that I pee cause
I have the awesome-est kidney in the world that can hold up pee for about a shit loada hours.
Ok, enough about my kidney!
I played a small part in 'Cloverfield' when I infected my cousin with ebola.
I absolutely love music. But then again, Everyone does. Except Shannon :O
I'm half iban, My mom says I'm half indian too but I dont believe her!
In case you're wondering, No, I DONT live on trees. =/
I have a slight distaste for indians. :D just the ones that cant speak english
I'm not a racist bastard! >=[
ok fine, Maybe a little
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