" ... I Don't Think You're Cut Out For It. "
Me : So how was work?
Mom : Hard, Hopefully you'd study hard and get a great job where you dont have to do anything, studying matters, it'll get you somewhere.. *yada yada about education*
Me : I'm into biology
Mom : Yeah, but you have to study hard and hopefully get a scholarship to a great college that'll take you somewhere and then you can get a great job, studying matters, it'll get you somewhere *yada yada about education*
Me : I want a dog?
Mom : Yeah, study hard first, get good grades, get a good job that pays you well and then you can buy a huge house and your own dog, Studying matters, it'll get you somewhere, unlike me, i took it for granted * yada yada about education*
Me : Ya know Gel's mom got a tattoo!
Mom : Yeah, so you study hard first, get good grades, get a good job that pays you well and then you can do anything you want without caring, you have to study hard, get into a good college, *yada yada about education*
Me : So whats for lunch?
Mom : Oh the usuals, see you study hard and you can get a great job and then buy all the food you want and you can do anything without caring, just study a lot, studying matters *yada yada about education*
Me : I'm going jamming later
Mom : If only you were like that about your studies, wow, you'd get great grades, a great job, do anything you want after that with all the money in the world, education is important now but you dont understand * YADA YADA BOUT FUCKING EDUCATION*
ME : I GET THE POINT. STOP RELATING EVERYTHING WITH EDUCATION. I GET IT!
Mom : Yeah, You dont understand the hardship I go through, slaving away everyday for you, You know being a mother is the hardest job in the world *yada yada somehow relates the topic with education and how important it is.*
Three goddamn words, Mom.
I GET IT.
I go to school every goddamn morning, Listening to every tom, dick and fucking harry tell me how important this stage of my life is and how PMR's gonna make a huge effect on my life and how I have to study my fucking ass off. Get B's and C's for my trials as I watch my other friends fight over marks to get a higher A, It makes me feel stupid. Like I'm hopeless. Worthless. I can't even score THOSE FEW FUCKING MARKS. Come home, feeling like shit, and on top of all of that, I get lectures from everyone on how education is important and how i should work my ass off now to benefit later, Then I go to tuition just to hear my teachers tell me how hard PMR is and how I should work my ass off. Come home, Get lectured somemore. I GET IT. I FUCKING GET IT. I'M TRYING MY BEST LA. JUST GIVE ME SOME GODDAMN AIR!