Chaos And The Involuntary Eskimo
Onions. // Tuesday, September 30, 2008
So its Wednesday morning.

My mom decided to cook bak kut teh and I decided to butt in and help her. Ok well, I was pretty hopeless. I messed up the kitchen. lol

Whats the onions for?
Uhm.. You gotta skin it.
Oh! Can I do that?!
Yeah, Just help me with the Ginger first.
Ew, no!
Why not?
It looks like cock.
Cheh! You ah.

Are mushrooms considered a type of vegetable?
Yeah.
Why is it brown?
I dont know
Why is it considered a vegetable?
I dont know
Why is it so distorted?
I dont know
Why did God make it so ugly?
I DONT KNOW!

My mom and I.

Its not over. //
I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

In The Middle Of A Breakdown. // Monday, September 29, 2008
Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow.


Sorry I just had to do that. hehe





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Yesterday I went to Giuli's house with Roshinni and Geral. And we hung out there for a while then we went to mv to watch a movie! Well, Its a long story. Really stupid.


So here goes,


Once upon a time, Shannon, Jasmeet, Giuli and I went to Mv to watch Sweeney Todd which was 18 and above. Thanks to jasmeet, Her mature look and Her fake foreign accent, We manage to buy the tickets. Then when we were about to go in, The dude notice we weren't mature looking enough. Except for jasmeet, She could have gone in easy. Then they called their other dudes, Their whole movie botherhood and stuff and THEN we got caught.


Well...


This time, Giuli, Geral, Roshinni and I were gonna watch Black Water, which is 18 and above too. Well, We bought the tickets easy AND we got in easy! Well, the getting in part wasnt THAT easy cause we had to go to watsons and use their tester eye liners to look more mature but it worked! I looked like someone punched me in the eye cause my hideous eye bags were in the way. Oh well.


We got in easy, but ROSHINNI just HAD to buy popcorn! lol


While standing at the popcorn counter, This midget dude, One of the workers there, He's the one who sold us the Sweeney Todd tickets, He told on us. And we all ran into the toilet so they cant get us. Then we all hid inside one cubicle hoping they'd leave us alone, But it only got worst. Roshinni came in after that with popcorn and bad news. There was a huge group of workers waiting for us outside. And we cant leave no matter what. We still thought of just staying there UNTIL someone kept on knocking the door. And then we heard a man's voice, So we figured it was THEM. So Geral got this crazy idea of Giuli fake crying so they'd take it easy on us and damn, GIULI CAN ACT. I was there when they planned it and I was VERY convinced. haha


After that we went outside, and there werent any workers at all!


Until we reached our hall, They were waiting for us by the door. And then they took our tickets and they were like



This is an 18 and above movie, And you guys look too young.
OH CMON LA! WE ALREADY WENT THRU THIS AT THE FRONT COUNTER. CANT YOU JUST BELIEVE US!
Do you have your I/C or maybe your driver's license?
NO! we went somewhere before this and we didnt bring anything!
I'm sorry, But I have to call my manager.
Ok fine! Call em!


5 seconds later



I'm sorry but you cant enter, You look too young
AIYOH.
Nevermind, Lets just leave.
You can refund your tickets or you can change it to another movie.
GRR.
Lets leave la. We'll watch another movie.





*walks to the counter*

What movie do you want?
you choose!
I choose?
YOU CHOOOSE!!!
o.O



Giuli, Geral, Counter dude, and the Bitchy Manager.



While all this drama happened, You must be wondering where roshinni and I were, Well...
We were at Dragonfly, Roshinni wanted to get her belly pierced so she asked the dude,



Uh, Do I have to be 18 and above?
Yes.
Can I bring a guardian?
Parents.
Can I bring my brother?
No.
Can I bring my friend?
? No.
Can I bring my BOYFRIEND?
No.
Can I bring my friend who lives with me? =D
No.
DAMNIT!
How old are you?
Uh.... 17 :D
Then wait a few more months
No! I'm going out tomorrow
I'm sorry, But its the rules.
Can I bring my brother?
...



Roshinni and the annoyed worker.


After that they came with the tickets, and guess what, WE GOT WALL-E. How gay can it possibly get!

We left after 20 minutes tho, it was too boring.

After that we met Him and dhanvi at brewball. They were playing pool while we were just sitting there doing nothing. After 5 minutes, Giuli and Geral decided to leave, I wanted to leave too cause I felt weird but Roshinni wanted to stay cause You know, Dhanvi and shit so I stayed too. After that Dhanvi and Roshinni played one game, And he came and talked to me. It was pretty awkward at first cause I was all tongue tied and I couldnt get my eyes off him and he was freezing to death and staring at the ground. Lol.

After that we went to The Guitar Store. He bought a guitar pick.

Then we got bored and decided to watch another movie. But we didnt buy tickets, We sneaked in. Yeah, There's a back door next to the back of Dragonfly that leads to the whole cinema. We could go to ANY movie for FREE. But its weird, I never noticed it there, And it was unattended. How stupid of the cinema people. Anyway, We walked into this random hall and left after 5 minutes cause the movie got too boring. After that we tried going into the halls with our favourite numbers. Dhanvi's favourite number, 7, was a chinese movie so I guess that was out of the list. Then we finally found our way into Black Water. Yeah, We went thru all that drama but here we are, ( Too bad Geral and Giuli went missing. It was only Roshinni, Dhanvi, Him and I. )

I sat next to him at the side of the cinema. Just a double seat. Then he gave me that guitar pick he bought. I have no idea why, But he said it was a gift for fun so I HAD to take it. :p

So black water turned out to be some gay crocodile movie. The actors started getting pretty lesbian and all. It was kinda gory but I've seen worst, I guess it wasnt worth the drama. But while watching, During the intensed part, Roshinni suddenly touched me to tell me something but I literally just jumped of the seat. No, I wasnt scared of the movie. hehee, Just shocked ;)

It was pretty embaressing, He started laughing. Lol.

Then after that we left again, But this time we didnt go into any other movie cause it got boring so after that we walked around and finally they had to leave. =(

Giuli and Geral were still out of sight. But who cares. heehehehe

Roshinni and I decided to try on the plaids in TopShop. I think it looks pretty nice, hehe.






So, What do you think? lol



Well, while trying on this shit, We got a call from giuli telling us to get a seperate cab back to her place cause Norman was following her home. How unexpected.


So then we left. And when we reached, Giuli wasnt there so we hung out by the poolside with Him. Then he had to leave =(


After that they came then Roshinni had to leave. So it was just Geral, Giuli, Norman and I.


We had pizza after that. And we played truth or dare. It was kinda nice. Yeah.


After that Geral and Norman left. So it was just Giuli and I. I was staying over her house so yeah.


Then Giuli's family came back from dinner and we watched a movie. How awkward, Sitting in the middle of the couch watching "A journey to the center of the earth" With His family. It was weird. haaha. It was like.. 1 something and I was dead tired. I dont remember ANYTHING from the movie cause I was just too tired to pay attention. Well I dont know actually, I think I was sleeping with my eyes open. hhaha. I do know the main actor's pretty annoying. He kept on whispering his lines and it was just so... UGH.


Then the movie ended and I was SO relieved. Went to the room, talked a lil bout Giuli's room being so aquatic. hehe, Theres a fish at every corner.

Then finally we fell asleep.


THE NEXT MORNING,


I woke up at 7:51 I think. Giuli was still sleeping like a log.


But she woke up at 8:30. So yeah, Then we played Guitar Hero. I can finally play hard! whoa. hehe


I beat giuli in a battle cause well, She was playing hard, I was playing medium so it was easy. hehe

But she beat me in almost every face off after that cause we both played expert and My fingers were dying slowly!


After that she went into his room for quite a while and I was too afraid to go in so I stayed at Giuli's room, And out of the blue...


I see him walk in. And then he says "Hi"

I was still in shock to say anything so I smiled.
Then he sat next to me on her bed and we were talking bout random stuff like what we were gonna do later, the movie yesterday, The part where I jumped off my seat cause roshinni gave me a shock... haha.. and Posters. haha. Yeah, They all have a lot of posters around. Giuli's room wasnt as hardcore as His.


Do you have posters in your room?

Nah... Its pretty disturbing. hehe

You should see my room! slipknot posters everywhere. Wanna see?

Sure


Then we went to his room and whoa, It was unbelievably cozy. Well, Giuli's room too. They're whole house! She has a really nice house btw, hehe.


He was right, Slipknot posters... Synyster... Metallica. hehe. Guitars. whoa! I love his guitars. LTD. hehe...


Then Giuli, Sean, Him and I sat at his room for a while. There was an awkward silence. Then giuli decided to draw on us.


The Wedding Dinner. //
I had a very interesting weekend. Well first, I went for my aunty's wedding dinner. It was OKAY. The food was average... The hall was nice... and all that cliche stuff. I had to wear a dress and freaking heels [ Sorry, no pictures ;) ]. My feet died before the dinner started, It was such a relieve to sit down after half an hour of standing in the middle of the lobby watching people mingle with each other.



Anyway, Here are some pics of the hall and stuff.




Yeah so there was this red box on the table and inside was THE BEST dark chocolate i've ever tasted. Just as good as belgian seashells.


So while having dinner, They made some speeches. The grooms father, My aunty's father, And the groom. They kept on making mistakes. hehe

"so Now, lets make a toast to General- I mean, Geral and Eevonne!" Groom's father.

Dinner was ok and stuff. My cousin was freakin me out. He didnt wanna stop messaging me. UNTIL TODAY. o.O

Anyway, We came home at like 12? and my relatives only left at like... 1? So I slept pretty late. DAMN i was tired.


Little Black Dress. // Friday, September 26, 2008
I skipped school today but woke up at 7. Couldnt sleep, I had a VERY disturbing dream. haha.

Well it was just basically Geral being lesbian with roshinni. Among ALL people. And it was very disturbing.



So after that at 9 something i followed my mom to some hair salon down the road. And while walking in, there was this indian lady mocking the gay people who worked there. She was SUPER ugly. Trust me, I have NEVER seen anything more ugly in my LIFE. haha. Ok back to the point,

She was mocking the gay dudes and i felt kinda bad. I mean, Yeah, their gay. Confused. But they have fuckin guts for choosing that lifestyle. I'm not saying i support gayness. I just dont have anything against them. And this ugly freak's mocking em like their some circus clowns or something. Heck! I think her husband will rather sleep with them instead. Fcukin ugly bastard. haha. Ok anyway,



After that I cut my hair. Well it looks the same, But my fringe is slightly more retarded.



I was so goddamn bored while that dude was cutting my hair. I had to sit there for a freaking hour without doing anything while listening to malay raya shit on the radio. lol

In the middle he started singing along. hahaha. I tried my level best to not laugh. It was hilarious. Sounded like anisah singing the syair shit encik rashidi forces us to read.



So after all that shit, I had to follow my mom to ANOTHER gay salon cause she wanted to do some shit to her hair. And that was place was. weird. My mom was doing all that menicure and pedicure shit in some seperate room and i was sitting at the waiting room with two gay bangla dudes. It was so awkward.



Then after that this really weird kid, (about my age i think ) he was SO WEIRD. he just had his hair cut and he was all happy bout it. It wasnt THAT great, just... typical 60's look. And he's pants was SUPER HIGH. I have never seen such since ram pulled off that nerd look



Anyway, After that weird kid finished admiring himself in the mirror he came and sat next to me and I felt really disturbed so I went downstairs to wait in the car. It was like sitting in a sauna! I have no idea what happened to my mom's car, But i was sweating non stop. So after that I just HAD to go back upstairs.

And there I was again, Sitting in the waiting room with that two gay dudes. Then I decided to message geral and Yeah. After 3 hours, My mom was FINALLY done.

After that we headed to bv 2 to have lunch in delicious. Weird, Their mushroom soup didnt taste as good as it used to. Oh well.

After that, We went to the Curve to find me a dress : Well about that, My aunty's having some wedding dinner tomorrow in some hotel so I needed a dress badly. Andrea told me to get an emo dress with blood on it. hahaha. Well I DID get an emo dress. Well its sorta emo, Its black. :D

But the blood part... Uh.. maybe next time ;)

The lady working at that boutique we went to was VERY VERY enthuastic and cheerful. And she had a very strong chinese accent. hehe..

Hi, Can you help her find a dress?

Ah ok, Mali Mali ( mari mari)

*Follows*

Ah ok, You cuba in dulu. Dan ini, Dan ini, Dan ini

*struggles with all those dresses*

Ah ok, you go cuba, fitting room, there.

*tries to walk*

5 seconds later

Ah, you go cuba, I tengok.

..

Uh.. Mom, Can ya help me with this freaking zip,

Ah! *Opens curtain* (yeah, stupid fitting room didnt have doors)

Oh shit. o.O

Ah! mak tengah tukar, Nak apa?

Uh.. My zip is.. uh

OOHH.. chip. (Zip)

Uh yeah.. My zip.

Chip, Ok I tolong.

O.O

Happy Sales lady, my mom and I.

After that we were suppose to go to time square but traffic was terrible. I was quite pissed. I was really looking forward to time square. Oh well, Things just never go right.

Yeah So we went MV instead.

Technically we were out shopping for 15 hours. But minus the hair salon shit, then 10 i guess.

But my mom didnt wanna stop talking to herself the whole way! She'd insult the drivers that make illegal turns and all that. But I dont think she notices. :/

Tomorrow's the wedding and I'm pretty nervous. Yea, I'm forced to wear heels. :/

This is a very unexpected post. Doncha think?


Back To Reality. // Thursday, September 25, 2008
So Zahier, Danish, Geral and I were sitting in class doing nothing important. Ok, we were doing sejarah work. And out of the blue,

Aiman, Go erase the board.
* erases the part i havent copied *
FUCK NO! ( i swear, i dont remember saying fuck but geral told me i did. haha)
Wow. Colourful.

Encik Visva, Aiman and I.

Geral felt insulted after that. Cause I said Fuck. So she came up with this cheesy idea.

Hey, I got an idea. You pay me 10 cents every time you say a ' bad word ' .
Uh. no.
Oh cmon! Its good for you and your future blablabla
ugh. Fine.
Ok, So you cant say Fuck, Bitch, Shit
Huh?! Can I say, " I gotta shit " ?
uh.. I guess. Unless it means something bad
You mean like " I gotta shit, I'm having diarrhea" ?

Geral And I.

So at the end of the day, I owed geral a shit load of money.

Miserable At Best. // Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Why Him? Why Her? Why Me? Why Now?

Today was dreadful. All the negative thoughts just wont leave me alone. I'm already on the verge of breaking down. What hurts the most is that those negative thoughts COULD happen. And if it does, I'll be shattered.
I'll die.
Maybe its just jealousy getting the best of me. But I've never been so worried in my life. I don't wanna loose what I've been wanting for so long. I just might.
Tho, I never expected this to happen. Everything was too perfect. TOO perfect to be true. And I guess nature doesn't like that I was finally happy. In my whole screwed up life, I was... Happy. I guess it just wasn't meant to be.
But maybe I'm just over reacting. Maybe I'm making things harder. Maybe I should relax.

Maybe something MIGHT happen. Something that wasn't meant to happen. That would change everything.
I might loose the only thing that kept my sanity in me.
Him.

_______________________

I'm sorry you spent one minute of your life reading this meaningless post.


Giuli, I know by now you've figured it all out.

Today, //
Was great until 5 minutes ago.

Today* // Monday, September 22, 2008
Today is Tuesday. School was boring. But Seni was pretty fun. We did some crafting shit with mud. So yeah. We made some vase, Well basically it was just geral, Asilla and nat. Geral was doing the crafting and stuff and every time danish wanted to put something on our vase, she'd break it. haha. poor danish. And Zahier was making some snowman and a distorted frog. I was... Smsing :p
Anyway... Here's what it looked like at the end





On The Left - A flower and some snowman Zahier made.
On The Right - A dinosaur Geral made. That thing out the finger is pointing at, its not a penis, its pee. :)



Anyway yeah, We had a mud fight after that. Well Geral put mud all over my forearm and I took a shit load and threw it at her and she did the same so yeah. We were both Mudfied. It looked like we took a dip in shit.

I got bored eventually so I made this. :p

;)

Gah. I'm crazy.


Today. // Sunday, September 21, 2008
I saw him smile AGAIN and I died.

I have died And gone to educational Hell. // Friday, September 12, 2008

So finals are near and I seriously needa start cramming. Its too late to study at least 2 hours a day. Exams are like... In 2 weeks? So I have exactly... Lets see.. Minus school, Which takes half a day. I come home at 2 then I go online and usually I can never get off. I know I should prolly NOT come online but I might just. Die. So that makes it... 4 hours ( 2-6) Cause then I have tuition. I guess that counts but wait. I can NEVER pay full attention in tuition. My brain just stops working after half an hour. So yeah. 4 hours. On Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and NOT friday. God. I need a rest. I cant study that long, Its impossible. hahah. Ok, 4 x MondayTuesdayWednesdayThursday = 16 hours. 16 x 2 ? = 32 Hours :D Wait, Tuesday and Monday's already gone so I guess thats 32 - 8 cause 4 x 2 = 8 so I have... approximately 24 hours :D WTF. THATS A DAY.

I have no idea what I just calculated.

o.O




Today; //
I saw him smile and I almost fainted.

For Giuli. //
Ok well. Giuli told me to post about my weekend. Nothing happened actually. I skipped guitar class on Saturday. Follow my mom to buy groceries. and something really weird happened after that but that's confidential. Don't ask me bout it Giuli, You might think I'm crazy. :p

And after that I went to church at 3 for band practice. Practice ended at 6. My cousin and I were dying of thirst so we decided to go around PJ to look for drinks. So we went to some near by convenient store to buy juices. Thats when I discovered 'Anything' & 'Whatever'. haha! It was so stupid. I bought "Whatever" cause it's can was more seducing. And "Anything"'s can looked like it was bound to have some illegal animal in it. So yeah. It tasted like diluted cordial.

Then stayed in church until 11 and.. I think you know what happens after that.


SUNDAY!

Woke up at 9.30 thanks to my brother. Got dressed, had to go to church AGAIN. Well you must be wondering why i have church on Saturdays AND Sundays. Its because our old pastor thought that we should all rest on Sunday because thats the sabbath day la or some shit. But our NEW pastor wants Sunday services as well. So now we have TWO sabbath services.

OK. So I went to church with an empty stomach so I couldnt pay attention to the preacher. Not like I ever do but still!

Church only ended at.. er.. 2 something? Yeah. I was almost gonna faint. I was the drummer for the week. I injured myself a lot. hahaha. My fingers cant even grip. I dunno if im too hard on the cymbols but I know I headbang a lot while playing.


ANYWAY. That was sunday. Since then I've been sitting down here at the comp waiting for him to come online.



Gah i hate school. No wait, I dont hate it anymore! Of course not. Its the only time I get to see him. Gosh, I'm nuts. bye

. // Saturday, September 6, 2008
Once upon a time ,
I fell into a deep never ending inevitable hole where fairy tales exist .
I fell into confusion and high expectations.
I fell into beautiful letdowns and false hope high
I fell into a series of questions that doesn't have possible answers.
I fell into a place where dreams are close to reality and nightmares scare everything in you.
I fell into insanity
I fell into what I never thought was real
And Day by day, Hour by hour, Minute to seconds,
I'm haunted by the disturbing thought that no matter how hard I try;
I'll never find my way out.

I
Fell
In
Love

Ipod. //
Today was... an interesting day. Not so satisfying though. But its was okay.

I bought Danish's ipod today for RM 50. It was suppose to be RM 90 but it was in a bad condition so yeah. Its pretty nice. Its blue!

It shouldnt hurt to be a child. //
I was going through same random videos on Youtube today and I came across videos of child abuse. I just dont understand. If there IS a God, Why does he let this happen? Doesnt the bible say God loves the children more? Well children are dying everyday from child abuse.



http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dennis_Jurgens

Dennis Craig Jurgens (December 6, 1961April 11, 1965) was the most famous and only fatal victim of prolific child abuser Lois Jurgens, who abused a total of six adopted children during a period spanning the 1950s to 1970s. The eventual trial of Lois Jurgens for his murder made national headlines and was the top news story for the state of Minnesota in 1987.












Security cameras caught a strange case of child abuse in a car wash bay at the Magical Car Wash in Orlando. They show a woman spraying a toddler with a high pressure hose while another woman watches. The footage shows the toddler attempt to run away, but she is grabbed and pinned to the wall as she is sprayed on the legs, back and even her face. The manager of the car wash didn't see the abuse until she watched the footage, but she did hear the little girl crying after the incident.



The story of JonBenet Ramsey





Child abuse is cruel and disgusting. God, Where are you?

OW! //
Today was a great day. Well almost.


2 Jujur had some play. The phantom of the opera.
Cliche love story.

The play was... ok I guess... Some parts were hilarious. There was one part when La Carlotta (the bitchy singer) lost her voice while singing Margarita or something. (Its a part of the story in case you didnt know.) It was HILARIOUS.

Ok so puvenes suppose to make the toad sound effect. It was like this.

Oh anddddd *CROAAAAAK*
ohh AAANNNDD *CCRROAACK*
oooooh and i *OW!* (Micheal Jackson OW! LOL)
BAHAHAHAHAHA.

La Carlotta, Puvenes and The Crowd.

It was really random. I just cant explain it. ahhaha

Puvenes just LOOVVEESS Micheal Jackson like CRAZY. Yeah and she thinks shes black. Well she IS black as in physically but i mean black as in... Nigga black. hehehe.. She acts ghetto and shit. She had some weird accent while narrating the play just now. It got kinda annoying. Sorry puvenes. hehe

And Jasmeet was acting as The Phantom. IT WAS SO GODDAMN FUNNY.

WATCH HIM, CHRISTINE! WATCH HIM GET TORTURED!
NOOO!!!
Ok so this is the part you pretend we kiss :p

THAT WAS MY FIRST KISS.. FROM A WOMAN!

Jasmeet and Huda ( i think )


HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


I was really really annoyed before the play. I guess it was cause it was BURNING hot and they made us wait outside for a long time cause they werent ready and shit. Sigh...



Someone told me Something today and it made me feel really happy but somehow I have my doubts. I'm really happy :)

A very dramatic normal morning. //
i was walking to moral class with giuli and we stopped in front of cekal to talk for a while and few seconds later i notice some of the ppl from my class walking out with moral books so i guessed they were heading for the pusat sumber. Then after 5 seconds the class was almost empty so i decided to go to the pusat sumber and i brought giuli along.

then

i went up and saw the pusat sumber locked. so i was like. ok la.. then i saw him upstairs with his friend. skipping classs la..hhaha.. so i went all crazy and giuli went to him and was like "cassie wants to say hi! " so i was like Wtf man. then he asked me to come up but i was er.. too shy. :(

then giuli started pulling me like crazy then some malay dudes started coming up. they were skipping class too. then siti anidah(discipline teacher i think) comes up and starts screaming at guili and i

she thought we were skipping class

damnit .

and then while she was screaming at us he walked down and passed us

and i smiled at him

i dunno if he saw but yeah


I still dont know where my class mates went.

RANDOM MORNING.

Yeah after that towards the ending of school, My class had to sit at the sidewalk outside school and count how many vehicles passes our school. The road was pretty lonely at first and then suddenly there were never ending cars. I eventually got a headache cause it was way too hot outside. Geo is shit. And geral didnt come to school today cause her gate couldnt open. What the hell.

I got ecplise! //
Yeah its been a while since I finished new moon and I've been waiting for Ecplise for so long so I saved up 30 bucks and I went up to my mom and showed her a sad face and she gave me 20. hahaha.. Then I went to bv with shannon and got it! WOO.



So anyway... We were walking aorund bv 2 and we were bored so we decided to go MPH. ( The second one )


So Shannon and I were just walking around and we saw the bookmark shelve. It had REALLY cheesy bookmarks about happiness and friendship.. and joy.. and ew. Ok, so we saw this book mark that said "Unputdownable." and it was kinda cool. hahaha.. It was the coolest there, So I took it and was gonna pay for it later. We continued walking around and we saw Ashley. How random.


Hey! Its you.
Oh hi..
er.. hi?


*Awkward silence*


erm. ok bye! :D *walks away*
Hey wait! can I ask you something?
*runs away.* (i dont know why. haha)
Erm. yeah?
Do you like hannah?
erm.. I liked everyone? We.. were.. all friends? :D
Right. Cause she told me you didnt like me.
*thinking what the fuck* ... erm. I liked everyone?
Your a weird kid.
No! I rock! *runs away*


Ashley, Shannoneh and I.

It was awkward. haha
Then we walked around some more and then we walked out. After that...

Damnit, I'm hungry.
Oh, Go eat la
*Checks money, Notices bookmark still in my hand*
SHIT.
:O
:O
So now we know those sensors are only for show. haha


Yeah, But I guess it doesnt count as 'stealing' cause technically I walked out of the shop without knowing so whatever. hehe. I didnt go back in there. Goddamn I still wanted the bookmark ok! and since I'm already out, who gives a shit! hahah
So we were walking some more and we saw Tariq, Haris and Adam in starbucks but they didnt notice us.
It didnt make sense cause their fasting and their just sitting there. I didnt know that was possible. haha.. I mean, aren't you suppose to buy something to sit there? Oh well..





I got eclipse today :)

Malaysians are pretty stupid. //
So today was just... an average Saturday. Just like every other. I had an awkward dream last night but I'm not gonna talk bout it.


Somewhere around 6 o'clock while my mom was reading the newspapers and I was doing my history homework. Yeah! I cant believe I actually wasted half of my Saturday doing homework. HISTORY. haha.. Anyway..


My mom started laughing to herself in the middle and I asked her why and she showed me this ad in the newspaper which was SO stupid.

"Now I can wash my bicycle anytime. Yummy!" LOL. What the hell man.


Cassandra
Photobucket

( Picture Above May Seem More Yellow Than The Actual Object )

Long, Long ago, on the 7th day of the 7th month,
I came into this wretched and unfortunate world.
I was given the name Cassandra,
The name Cassandra came from an old greek myth about an unfortunate woman who the world thought was a liar,
A woman who wanted to be vindicated but never did and then later got raped by some dude.
Despite the torture and pain and anxiety this name had to carry through generations from generations,
My mom randomly picked it out from a fashion magazine.
I'm a 15 year old who apparently looks like a 12 year old.
I am easily annoyed.
But it's simple really, If you give me hell, I'll burn your house down.
Yes, I have guts. Except for theme parks, That stuff just freaks me out :S
My best friend's half portugese, And my other best friend has hair on her neck :p
This may excite some people but My grandpa has a pet fish....... That died a week ago unfortunately
My brothers laugh like a retarded playboy bunny.
My friends dont believe that I pee cause
I have the awesome-est kidney in the world that can hold up pee for about a shit loada hours.
Ok, enough about my kidney!
I played a small part in 'Cloverfield' when I infected my cousin with ebola.
I absolutely love music. But then again, Everyone does. Except Shannon :O
I'm half iban, My mom says I'm half indian too but I dont believe her!
In case you're wondering, No, I DONT live on trees. =/
I have a slight distaste for indians. :D just the ones that cant speak english
I'm not a racist bastard! >=[
ok fine, Maybe a little
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A very strange, Enchanted Boy. // Charles, The Mortician. // My Bra :) // Karma Police // Hi GELLYBABY :) // I'll see you soon. // Day 1. // Hypocrites. // Kill the ghost that hides your soul, ROCK AND ROLLL!! // Life's Irony //

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