Chaos And The Involuntary Eskimo

Permanent. // Saturday, July 18, 2009

"... I wanna fly away, But I'm stuck on the ground... "

Today was just another Saturday. If I was a good enough friend, I would've gone for Roshinni's Bollywood party. Unfortunately, I didn't have an appropriate apparel. Maybe if I did, My day wouldn't have been so dull.

I was supposed to go for the Manchester game too, But my dad never got back to me. Typical. He took my bro and his girlfriend's son. Obviously, He was the only reason my dad bothered. My dad isn't really a football fan, But her son is football crazy. He wouldn't have cared if my brother wanted to go or not. It's just... Well, I don't know. I guess after what happened the last time, My life with my dad seems to revolve around her family. I don't see the fairness in that. Just because they lost their dad, They had to steal mine? Maybe it's not their fault, It's his. He let them use him, He made himself so vulnerable. He walked away on his flesh and blood to be with them.

Anyways, I don't wanna talk about it. I just made peace with my dad and I'm trying to forget the bullshit he caused me.

The match between Manchester United and Malaysia was pretty predictable. Manchester was in on the joke. As you know, (unless you live under a rock) Manchester beat Malaysia and the score was 3-2 . MANCHESTER TOOK IT REALLY REALLY EASY ON THEM. Malaysia was playing like a goddamn retard! They missed the throw in, The goalkeeper ran way out of reach when Manchester was about to shoot, When they tried to defend, They lost stamina and tripped. Sigh, It was embarrassing. I guess they didn't even have the confidence to match up. Almost 3/4 of Malaysia was on Manchester's side.

I think I'm changing. My toleration to bullshit is slowly decreasing. There are so many things that annoys the crap out of me. Sometimes, Some people say some stuff that... I've totally lost enthusiasm in. Like Love. But I wont be pissed off or anything, Just too annoyed to answer or comment about it, let alone say anything at all. And when I dont, People'll ask me to cut out my emoness and smile. What the hell? I'm not being emotional, I just have no comment on the topic. It's bullshit.

Ok, I dont know what my point is. I just wish I could find the same enthusiasm I once had long ago.

Cassandra

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Long, Long ago, on the 7th day of the 7th month,
I came into this wretched and unfortunate world.
I was given the name Cassandra,
The name Cassandra came from an old greek myth about an unfortunate woman who the world thought was a liar,
A woman who wanted to be vindicated but never did and then later got raped by some dude.
Despite the torture and pain and anxiety this name had to carry through generations from generations,
My mom randomly picked it out from a fashion magazine.
I'm a 15 year old who apparently looks like a 12 year old.
I am easily annoyed.
But it's simple really, If you give me hell, I'll burn your house down.
Yes, I have guts. Except for theme parks, That stuff just freaks me out :S
My best friend's half portugese, And my other best friend has hair on her neck :p
This may excite some people but My grandpa has a pet fish....... That died a week ago unfortunately
My brothers laugh like a retarded playboy bunny.
My friends dont believe that I pee cause
I have the awesome-est kidney in the world that can hold up pee for about a shit loada hours.
Ok, enough about my kidney!
I played a small part in 'Cloverfield' when I infected my cousin with ebola.
I absolutely love music. But then again, Everyone does. Except Shannon :O
I'm half iban, My mom says I'm half indian too but I dont believe her!
In case you're wondering, No, I DONT live on trees. =/
I have a slight distaste for indians. :D just the ones that cant speak english
I'm not a racist bastard! >=[
ok fine, Maybe a little
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