Chaos And The Involuntary Eskimo
A very strange, Enchanted Boy. // Wednesday, April 27, 2011
" The world could be nice if it wanted to. "





Once upon a time, There lived a twisted little girl. Her thick hair hung over her shoulders, her tired shoulders that have been carrying the weight of the world. Her eyes were circled with apathy. Though she was relatively small for her age, She was cursed with a heart that could overturn the highest mountains.



She had always forgotten to smile. All her life, All she knew was pain. Whether big problems, or small problems, A problem was a problem. She kept her feelings in a bottle. A glass bottle, That was so fragile. She had always wished someone would push her over, So that this bruised and battered bottle would shatter, And these haunted thoughts would fly away and leave her alone. Forever.



But No one knew this bottle existed. No one even cared.



Except one,





The one that stole the pieces of her heart.





He was strange. But he was magical in his own way. They would spend hours together, Talking about how the world was so twisted and evil. They would talk about their past, Their dreams for the future. And somehow, They'd involve each other in their future. But she knew no matter how far they'd planned to be together, they would never.. really.. be together. It was all just empty promises that filled her with false hope and temporary joy. But she knew exactly what she was getting into. She was creeping into this hole but she couldn't avoid it. She was dragged into the hole.



She would sit with him everyday and listen to him moan and complain about his significant other. About how he was always being mistreated, She knew if she had the chance, She would treat him way better than that whore. But She knew she would never have that chance. Though her heart was filled with jealousy and envy, She held it all in. She was grateful for being in his presence. She savoured every moment, She pretended like it didn't mean a thing to her. When really, It was killing her inside.



Days past, And the wretched glass bottle became heavier with thoughts and letters that would never be read. No one could ever know. This secret she'd been living with. The root of her pain.





And then he finally said it. The words she'd been waiting a lifetime to hear.
"I love you. "





And then he ended it with the last few words she'd wish she never had to bear.




".. Just not in that way. Never in that way."











Now She can't find the strength to carry this stupid glass bottle anymore. If only someone would shoot her down, So she could die and the bottle will shatter. Everyone will finally know.


Cassandra
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Long, Long ago, on the 7th day of the 7th month,
I came into this wretched and unfortunate world.
I was given the name Cassandra,
The name Cassandra came from an old greek myth about an unfortunate woman who the world thought was a liar,
A woman who wanted to be vindicated but never did and then later got raped by some dude.
Despite the torture and pain and anxiety this name had to carry through generations from generations,
My mom randomly picked it out from a fashion magazine.
I'm a 15 year old who apparently looks like a 12 year old.
I am easily annoyed.
But it's simple really, If you give me hell, I'll burn your house down.
Yes, I have guts. Except for theme parks, That stuff just freaks me out :S
My best friend's half portugese, And my other best friend has hair on her neck :p
This may excite some people but My grandpa has a pet fish....... That died a week ago unfortunately
My brothers laugh like a retarded playboy bunny.
My friends dont believe that I pee cause
I have the awesome-est kidney in the world that can hold up pee for about a shit loada hours.
Ok, enough about my kidney!
I played a small part in 'Cloverfield' when I infected my cousin with ebola.
I absolutely love music. But then again, Everyone does. Except Shannon :O
I'm half iban, My mom says I'm half indian too but I dont believe her!
In case you're wondering, No, I DONT live on trees. =/
I have a slight distaste for indians. :D just the ones that cant speak english
I'm not a racist bastard! >=[
ok fine, Maybe a little
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