Chaos And The Involuntary Eskimo
Godspeeeeed // Friday, May 30, 2008
Hi!






Today!









It was very.. very.. unexpected!








I woke up early today, Well actually my mom woke me up to tell me she's leaving. Business trip. I scolded her.. ahhaha.. i was so grumpy, not my fault :p













I went back to sleep after that.. Woke up at.. about.. 9:30?






Went online.









Got a call from Geral asking me to go have lunch with her, jasmeet and shannon in Mcd. Yea! Mcd. mmmmmmm!








We sat there until.. 3? then we decided to walk to bata to buy white sneakers.







Why?




Well, Shannon was going thru deviantart.com the other day and she found someone called "Bobsmade" who had a million custom made sneakers!





The best part? she drew it all herself! (Yeah, bobsmade is.. a girl. apparently. :p)







Freaking coooool!




So We wanted to make OUR OWN! since... you know, its not available in Malaysia and shit. Pfft.. losers! :p








Back to the story!



Shan and I bought white sneakers and Geral bought black. For fun. Shan and Geral got their shoes for free cause Geral's godfather is like.. this.. shoes datuk :P





The counter lady didn't look to happy anyway, Pfft! who cares :p




Then, We walked to Czip Lee and bought permanent pens. Red, Green and Black of course!



It was almost gonna rain after that so we had to run to shannon's house. Damn! it was tiring. heheh




We got back.



Buttons SCARES ME!




We were sitting in shannon's room and button's is not allowed to come in, but he did anyway, and everytime he came in, I'll jump on shannon's bed and cover myself with a pillow cause I'm freakin scared of her hyperactive dog. aahahah!






While we were drawing and shit, Button's came in! DUM DUM DUUUUUUUMMM!!!




and I tried to jump on shannon's bed again but I hit my head at the side. (She has a double decker) Wow. I really hate that feeling!





Jasmeet and Geral didn't even help me! they just stood at a corner and laughed their heads out!





pffft! :p





I started screaming in pain and laughing at the same time for about.. 3 minutes. Wow. it felt like the fireworks feeling. So dizzy. ahaha.. Well, the dog left. yay.





Then i played chess with Marcus. LOL.






I finished my pair of shoes. (Well Geral did all the work cause my writting sucked :p )






Here's how it looks...











Picture's kinda blur. UGH! stupid camera! Oh btw, I'm getting a new phone. yay! xD





Jasmeet and Geral thought it looked preety cool so we ran all the way to bata to get THEM shoes. lol.







Turned out like this. Oops. I forgot to take Jasmeet's shoes. Ah nvm la.. Looks the same. eheheh..










Thats Geral's & Mine. UGH! blur again.





That's Gerals. She wanted to write "Kick's Ass" at the back.. Instead She wrote "Ass Kick" hahha
Weeeeeeeelll.. You might be wondering What happened to Shannon. She was drawing stuff for everyone's pair and at the same time doing her's, so she finished last. BUT HER'S WAS THE COOOOLEST!!















Wow.









We were so happy when it our were ready. And. we took pics of each other. wad the hell. lol.. so random.



















Well after that Shannon needed to go to some dinner and Jasmeet and Geral's parents still hasn't come so they followed me home.



Geral used my msn and sent messages to some people. Lol.. That girl ah.. aiyo.. hehehe..

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Guitar Hero! // Thursday, May 29, 2008
Wow. It's getting better game by game.

So I was just going thru some GH vids on youtube, and I came across this really cool shit,

GH on the Nintendo Ds!




That's just awesome. Too bad they still dont have it on the PSP.

And I found something else,

Guitar Hero's Doing Drums!


Hope? //
Hope
It's like the sun has lost its sight
And it's getting colder at night
And your voice is all i need to hear
Oh god it's making me feel so sere



And when the road is never ending
And the rain just wont stop falling
And when it feels like hope is gone
It's the reason for this song



When you call my heart will skip a beat
When you're gone it won't sto bleeding
I can't believe I miss you like crazy
And despair is all i'm feeling



Cause you're still my strength when i am weak
You're still the only thing i need
You're my words when i'm tongue-tied
You're the reason i'm alright.







Lips Like Morphine. //
RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.


1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
You

Wad the hell?


2.How would you describe yourself?
With me

uhh...

3.What do you like in a guy?
Deep and meaningless

...


4.How do you feel today?

Check yes juliet

??


5.What is your life's purpose?
Father of mine

no!

6.What is your motto?
Sleeping with the light on


lol


7. What do your friends think of you?
Stop and stare

Ahaha..

8.What do you think of your parents?
Emily

Eh?


9.What do you think about very often?
The time has come.

....


10.What is 2 + 2?
All again for you.

?


11.What do you think of your best friend?
Dare you to move

=.=


12.What do you think of the person you like?
Afterlife

....


13.What is your life story?
only hope

ugh..


14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
3 Am

I'm starting to hate this!

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
I will buy you a new life

I dun mind.. :p


16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
ready, set, go


I kinda like it :p


17.What will they play at your funeral?
Roulette

Whoaaaa..


18.What is your hobby/interest?
All fall down

?


19.What is your biggest fear?
Hearts of the innocent

.............


20.What is your biggest secret?
I write sins not tragedies

ahhaha..


Yeah, it'll go on.
21.What do you think of your friends?
might to save

:p

22.What will you post this as?
Lips like morphine!


23.What song would you play during your first time having sex?
Your love is a lie

Whoaa!

I tag...

Alina?

Shannon?


Its 1:43 //

I look at the clock,
it says 1:41,
i know thinking of you,
I'll never be done,

you run through my mind,
and occupy all my time,
wondering why you're gone,
and why you're not mine,

I think of you constantly,
for some reason i cant stop,
knowing that for always,
you'll forever have my heart,

my days go by so slow,
cause you run through my head,
I said I'd love you forever,
isn't that enough said,

you also haunt my dreams,
if you know what I mean,
i wake up often,
with sweats and screams,

why do I sleep by myself,
I'm alone in my bed,
i know I'll be thinking of you,
till the day i am dead,

now still all these thoughts,
just run through my brain,
cant stop thinking of You,
i think I'm going insane,

i feel i wanna kill myself,
people say that's not what to do,
but i turn and look at the clock,
and it says it's only 1:42....

_______________________________________________


i look at the clock
it says 1:42
i spend all this time
thinking about you
how your voice
it's the greatest of choice
and how your hair
makes me stop and stare

brings me back to the start
of when i met you
and how i love you
when I'm sad, and feeling blue
i know, i can always count on you

and when I'm down, with my face in a frown
you will make me laugh, just like a clown
and then ill know, you care about me
you will fill me up with glee

and i will remember when i met you
and how much i love you
on my birthday you will give me a kiss
and my heart will be full of bliss

and when i am crying
i know you ain't lying
when you say
I'm sorry

now i have been thinking
our love will never go sinking
you will be there when i need you
and even if you don't think its true

i will always love you
you know I love you
and I know you don't have a clue

and people will call me crazy
for loving a guy who they think is lazy
but hey just remember
When I say I LOVE YOU FOREVER

and i sit down in a chair
run my fingers through my hair
and i sit there filled with glee
and i look at the clock
its 1:43

Last Night. // Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Well...

Yesterday was A LONG DAY.. woke up at 8, had roti canai.. ahah.. went to the wrong train station, had to wait for em to walk from one station away.. THEN went to ts, walked to sungei wang, lost our way back to ts, walked more, bought stuff, walked more, took pictures.. ahah..

i did all of that eventho i didnt eat the whole day.. whoa.. i survived on roti canai alone. ahah.. anyway, right after that i went for a concert.. Hillsongs concert.. yeah it was freakin awesome.. I've got the word 'influence' on my hand


Its kinda blurred here.. Stupid camera.


chunted.

they played all my fav songs like.. lead me to the cross, mighty to save, time has come, and A HELL LOT MORE.. but.. too bad I couldnt stay till it ended cause well.. I fainted.. good thing i wasn't as active as usual or I would have fainted earlier.. but well, I still fainted. pfft.. Roti canai couldn't last me thru after all..

How it happened?

Well I was just standing there.. I couldn't jump or do anything cause my legs were killing me softly.. then suddenly i felt dizzy.. REALLY dizzy! you know that feeling where everything seems to be so.. star-y? its like.. your standing in front of a million lighted fireworks and its just bursting in your face, well yeah.. it felt like that.. and I needed to sit down.. badly.
Then I turned to my brother and was like "I need to sit." and he said.. "uuuuuuuhhh.." (that stupid blur kid) There was a seat right next to me, I was so tempted to sit.. but.. It was already taken.. didnt wanna start a fight in a christian concert.. pfft..

Anyway..
I turned to my cousin who was standing behind me and I was like "erm.. I need to sit.. badly.." (then that fireworks thing started to happen) And I didnt notice while I was saying that, I was actually leaning on her and I was about to fall.. I couldnt see anything, Just so.. dizzy.. Totally lost myself.. And the lighting and loud music just made it worst.. so my cousin called my mom and asked her to pick me up.. soon after that, i found myself sitting on the floor. In the middle of a million people.. but I was too tired to get up..

Wow. I hate that feeling.

First Post // Monday, May 26, 2008
ok well, Hi. I'm cassie. Its 9:17 pm and I was so goddamn bored so I made a blogspot account. Yay. urhm.. anyway.. yea, I'm not really.. a writer?

Today

Yeah i woke up early this morning to ask my mom for money cause i suppose to go TS.. Mmm.. didn't happen..
She forced me to do the dishes.. I messed up the kitchen..
My brother didnt stop annoying me so i locked him out of the house
This dude wont stop smsing me..
Sigh...


Shannon, can ya help me with my blog? heheh..

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Cassandra
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Long, Long ago, on the 7th day of the 7th month,
I came into this wretched and unfortunate world.
I was given the name Cassandra,
The name Cassandra came from an old greek myth about an unfortunate woman who the world thought was a liar,
A woman who wanted to be vindicated but never did and then later got raped by some dude.
Despite the torture and pain and anxiety this name had to carry through generations from generations,
My mom randomly picked it out from a fashion magazine.
I'm a 15 year old who apparently looks like a 12 year old.
I am easily annoyed.
But it's simple really, If you give me hell, I'll burn your house down.
Yes, I have guts. Except for theme parks, That stuff just freaks me out :S
My best friend's half portugese, And my other best friend has hair on her neck :p
This may excite some people but My grandpa has a pet fish....... That died a week ago unfortunately
My brothers laugh like a retarded playboy bunny.
My friends dont believe that I pee cause
I have the awesome-est kidney in the world that can hold up pee for about a shit loada hours.
Ok, enough about my kidney!
I played a small part in 'Cloverfield' when I infected my cousin with ebola.
I absolutely love music. But then again, Everyone does. Except Shannon :O
I'm half iban, My mom says I'm half indian too but I dont believe her!
In case you're wondering, No, I DONT live on trees. =/
I have a slight distaste for indians. :D just the ones that cant speak english
I'm not a racist bastard! >=[
ok fine, Maybe a little
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