Chaos And The Involuntary Eskimo
Day 1. // Tuesday, July 20, 2010
" I've been roaming around, Always looking down at all I see "


It's Tuesday.
... And it's raining.

So I was reading Danish's blog while listening to Kings of Leon and somehow, It made me feel kind of depressed. I don't know why. shit, I'm becoming too emotional nowdays.
Anyways.

I'm bored as hell , And everyone seems to be doing that survey thing on Shannon's blog so I decided to try it. seemed like a good source of entertainment. so yeah.

Day 01 - Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 1. - Something You hate about yourself.

I hate that I give up even before trying.

like chemistry, I admit it's the only subject I put least effort on. I'd rather study history than study chemistry! I just have this deep hatred for it, I don't know if its just the teacher or the whole concept of the subject. But I've never tried to do it, And I already gave up on it. In fact, I would totally drop it but taking biology without chemistry totally defeats the purpose so yeah.
Chemistry just doesn't make sense, I don't go for tuitions so I TRY to sit in class and pay attention. But I just don't get it. The teacher will say some fcuked up chemical equation formed through electrolysis, and when we ask her why it's that way, she says she doesn't know, just memorize it. Like WTF?!?! I hate subjects like that. Subjects that have no bloody explanations! Maybe there are explanations but it's not like I can't live without it. I've lived 16 years without it and I'm doing great!

And also skateboarding. Ok well, I've tried that. And I failed miserably.. haha. so yeah. scratch that.

I also hate that I look immature. I don't know why, when people see me face to face, they ALWAYS say I look one year younger than my actual age, Last year when I was 15, everyone said I look 14, Now that I'm 16, Everyone says I look 15. I just don't understand. It's not like you go through any drastic changes when you turn 16. Like what the hell. But when they see my fb pictures, they say I look 17. that's just pure shit.











Hypocrites. // Thursday, July 15, 2010
" A saint is a sinner too "

So today during Bm, Encik Ganasan started talking about gay marriages and how disgusting it was and how God created marriage for one man and one woman and how if a man loves another man, he should just express it with friendship because being gay is disgusting.

So it got me thinking,

Marriage is a huge commitment. It's a commitment to make with the one you truly love and want to spend the rest of your life with.

People often misunderstand the concept of marriage.

What about arranged marriages? Forcing two people to get married based on the will of their narrow minded parents. What kind of commitment is that? They force themselves to love another and then at the end of the day, They get divorce and so many parties are involved. That tarnishes the name of love and marriage.

What about infidelity? When a man or a woman gets married and then eventually gets bored of their spouse and gives in to lust? When a woman lets her husband sleep with whores just to avoid a divorce for the sake of their kids?

What about men who have millions of wives and mistresses?

What about when people get married not because they truly love the person, But because they feel their getting old?

People like these are the ones who fuck up the meaning of marriage. Yet, society is alright with it. But when it comes to gay marriages..

They would boycott and go all out just to humiliate them.

Honestly, If a man was gay, But he continues hiding in the closet and marries a woman for the sake of not being mocked or for the sake of his parents, the marriage is always going to be based on a lie. and it could lead to a divorce which could effect the childhood of innocent kids, or it could basically leave the man in misery. Not living life to the fullest for the sake of those around him. Basically, It's hypocrisy. It's a huge lie.

So what if a man and a man is in love and dares to take the relationship to a further level by committing to each other forever? It's their life, and they are happy. so why should we judge them?

Yes, god created this world. And he created the universe. And he created creatures. And he created humans. And he created two genders. And he created love. And he blessed all of us with only one life. So why should we live it based on what the majority has to say?

Moral of the story is, I have nothing against gays. And the world shouldn't either.

It's amazing how much hypocrisy comes out of his mouth.

Cassandra
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Long, Long ago, on the 7th day of the 7th month,
I came into this wretched and unfortunate world.
I was given the name Cassandra,
The name Cassandra came from an old greek myth about an unfortunate woman who the world thought was a liar,
A woman who wanted to be vindicated but never did and then later got raped by some dude.
Despite the torture and pain and anxiety this name had to carry through generations from generations,
My mom randomly picked it out from a fashion magazine.
I'm a 15 year old who apparently looks like a 12 year old.
I am easily annoyed.
But it's simple really, If you give me hell, I'll burn your house down.
Yes, I have guts. Except for theme parks, That stuff just freaks me out :S
My best friend's half portugese, And my other best friend has hair on her neck :p
This may excite some people but My grandpa has a pet fish....... That died a week ago unfortunately
My brothers laugh like a retarded playboy bunny.
My friends dont believe that I pee cause
I have the awesome-est kidney in the world that can hold up pee for about a shit loada hours.
Ok, enough about my kidney!
I played a small part in 'Cloverfield' when I infected my cousin with ebola.
I absolutely love music. But then again, Everyone does. Except Shannon :O
I'm half iban, My mom says I'm half indian too but I dont believe her!
In case you're wondering, No, I DONT live on trees. =/
I have a slight distaste for indians. :D just the ones that cant speak english
I'm not a racist bastard! >=[
ok fine, Maybe a little
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