Chaos And The Involuntary Eskimo
Hello 2010! // Thursday, December 31, 2009
" 2 more years to live :S (or so the Mayans say) "





So it's the 1st of January today, 2010. Hell, Time flies! It feels like just yesterday I was at my first day in Secondary School and now I'm 16?! What the fuck!

Well anyways,

New Years was fun. I'd say it was just a good as last year. Hung out with a few friends, At least I didn't spend it alone, watching a movie, chugging down left overs

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So this blog post was to summarize how I spent 2009 and to welcome 2010. Lemme just start by naming some highlights..


PMR.


PMR was this year, And to be honest, It IS very crappy. It's just a really hard time going through puberty, Feeling confused about your future, Having people pressure you left and right, It's fucking annoying. And I admit, I didn't work my ass off, But I guess I sorta got what I wanted, Which was to qualify for science, So yeah. My advice to any of those pre-PMR candidate readers ( Not that I'm expecting any ) ; MASA ITU EMAS >=/

Don't listen to anyone who says they made it thru eventho they studied last minute, Trust me, It takes a miracle for that to work. And I'm a walking testimony to that. Well, Not actually a testimony. More like.. A tragedy. BUT STILL! Don't waste time.. And Stay in school :)

MTV Worldstage


MTV worldstage............. wow. It was a hell of a night! I wish the night never ended; Sitting under the moonlight with awesome bands playing just few feet away from you. Could you ask for anything more?!

Lydia and I went all out to get those tickets and FUCK! I DON'T REGRET IT.

3 MAJU


How can I ever forget my class? I was the class monitor for god's sake! I have no idea why they chose ME out of all the other retards! I'm the most irresponsible, Lazy, Passive, Ungiveshit-er ( If thats a word) person in the whole school probably. But I'd admit, It was kinda fun. I could skip class really easily, Thanks to having the record book with me at all times :D I lost it twice, BUT It was still great to skip Moral and... Science occasionally once in a while :p

Other than that, I met a lot of new friends... Basically friends with everyone in class except for Khairul Azim cause he literally never said a word. To anyone. Ever.

It was fun when Zahier, Ram, Haveynash, Ong Shu Weng, Arvind, Maan, Rosh and I would sit in a circle and talk about stupid stuff. And occasionally dare Ong Shu Weng into slapping Vaenthan's ass for some stupid reason.

... And pissing our math's teacher off, And Talking to the 'Dings' behind class with Rosh, Asilla and Nat eventho I can't speak malay for nuts

... And disturbing Victoria, And Thaca teaching me the rubiks cube eventho I always forget in the end.

And so on, so forth. It was still a really awesome class, Most days were boring as hell But fuck it, I don't regret much.


Appencitis >=/

My holidays were fully planned, it was supposed to turn out really awesome! But guess what? Everything got ruined cause I got appendicitis out of the blue -.-

It was so random. Like what the fuck!? Two hours before my flight to Kuching and I find out I have appendicitis and I had to undergo an emergency operation. It was scary at first, But eventually... Got through it. I'm fine as hell now, And I can do more things... Now that my appendix cant bring me down :D

It's really stupid sometimes when people ask me 'how's your appendix?' what else am I supposed to say besides 'It's long gone motherfucker!'


Death

So many people left us this year. First to go was Satpreet, His death was so shocking. Just that day, Geral and Rosh was going on and on about him, And later in the day, Some havoc was going on and we found out he died in a hit and run but it was so shocking and unbelievable. Until we actually saw the news papers and shit and his house and all the turbans around bangsar. Second was... Thomas. I don't know him at all, But he was really hot. haha. And french.

But still, He died in a hit and run also I think... Shocking as well. Then it was Michael Jackson. HIS death was shocking! On my way to school, I turned on the radio and was like 'Why the fuck are they playing MJ's songs?!' then I got to school, And I saw Puvenes ( No. 1 MJ obsessed fan ) crying like someone just pushed her grandma off a chair and burst her pancreas. Ok, That metaphore didn't make any sense. Basically she was crying her bloody eyes out, so that's when Giuli and all said MJ died.. And the world couldn't get over it for the next 3 months. It got fucking annoying.

After that was this nice lady from church, I don't know her name. But she was nice.

Then was Britanny Murphy. But I think I only found out bout her death a week after that. She apparently died on 'natural causes'

And then was THE REVEREND THOLOMEW PLAGUE/Jimmy Sullivan/ Avenged Sevenfold's drummer. MAN. I WAS DEVASTATED. I'm fucking in love with A7x and I'd say he's probably the best drummer out there, Like my idol. I first found out he died through Sameera's facebook page. It said "R.I.P Jimmy The rev' and I was like, WHAT THE FUCK!? then I googled searched it and it was true :( I can't believe it still. It was so out of the blue. 2010 was supposed to be A7x's year and now they might probably break up. I know I wouldn't have the spirit to carry on if I was in their shoes. They were friends from high school!

But yeah. I'm sure a lot more people were lost in 2009. And It seems to get more shocking everytime. To be honest, I'm really scared to face 2010 cause of the deaths particularly. I mean, Who's next?!

Corruption

Taylor swift is WRONG. 15 isn't all about LAAAV and bullshit, It's corrupted.

15 ; It's when you literally wanna try EVERYTHING. Love? What the fuck is LOVE?! We're filled with raging hormones that drag us into sexual corruption. Not saying I'm completely sexually corrupted, But I am FUCKING corrupted. It's just.... Well, The way you think changes. Like this year, I've gone from smoking shisha, To smoking cigarettes, To drinking, To having heated making out sessions on first dates, To peer pressure, To lose of Hope, To depression, To realizing you don't really wanna live after 50. All that shit.

But it's kinda fun discovering new stuff don't you think? I can't imagine how I'm gonna be in 2010. 16, It's another hurdle to get through.


Well, We'll just have to see.

The Rev's Gone :( // Tuesday, December 29, 2009
" Rest in peace "


Found out shocking news today.






The drummer of A7x / Jimmy 'The Rev' passed away yesterday at age 28. People say it's cause of natural causes but they're still investigating his death. It's still so shocking! He's like the best drummer I've ever came across. But still... Guess he's in a better place. No more awesome A7x drumming. Sigh. What the fuck is wrong with 2009?! Everyone's dying. I can't imagine how next year's gonna be. I'm ready to leave 2009. Wait, no, I'm not ready! This year has been full of shocking deaths and unfortunate events, I cant imagine what next year holds. Maybe it's true, The world IS gonna end. :S and I'm terrified.

Korean=Ew. // Thursday, December 3, 2009
" I know I'll get a shit loada bad comments for what I'm about to write. But guess what? Bitch don't give a shit :p "




You know I used to think Taylor Swift was the worst thing the music industry could come up with up, But Hell! I was wrong.

Korean/JK pop songs. Wow. I just... Wow. It makes me wish I was just. Deaf. From the broken English they like to throw in every now and then, To the subtitles during their gay videos, To the korean guys, Well, Half of the time I can't tell if they're guys or not. But my point is, I hate it all. It's all freaking ridiculous! And the have stupid boy-band names like... Super Junior. Seriously, What the fuck were they thinking?! Do they even know what Super Junior is?! And SS5O1 or something. That's like.. Some section in Petaling Jaya! And you know what the sad part is? I think I know at least 100 people who are ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE with these shitheads.

On top of that, Every time I turn to Channel [v] , THEY'RE PLAYING A KOREAN POP SONG! It's getting on my nerves! Fuck Channel [v] , MTV was always better anyways! At least they play REAL songs! REAL BANDS. Not even real bands, at least it's CLOSE ENOUGH!

But Honestly, What's so great about them? I mean... Yeah, I hate pop/RnB music and all those songs with artificial drums in, But THIS HAS GONE TOO FAR. You call this music?! My brother could make better music with his ass! I mean, Where's all the REAL bands?! Where's all the ACTUAL TALENTED artistes?! Like Damien Rice? Like.. I dunno! Aerosmith?!

Our music industry is officially fucked. Blame the koreans!

Cassandra
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Long, Long ago, on the 7th day of the 7th month,
I came into this wretched and unfortunate world.
I was given the name Cassandra,
The name Cassandra came from an old greek myth about an unfortunate woman who the world thought was a liar,
A woman who wanted to be vindicated but never did and then later got raped by some dude.
Despite the torture and pain and anxiety this name had to carry through generations from generations,
My mom randomly picked it out from a fashion magazine.
I'm a 15 year old who apparently looks like a 12 year old.
I am easily annoyed.
But it's simple really, If you give me hell, I'll burn your house down.
Yes, I have guts. Except for theme parks, That stuff just freaks me out :S
My best friend's half portugese, And my other best friend has hair on her neck :p
This may excite some people but My grandpa has a pet fish....... That died a week ago unfortunately
My brothers laugh like a retarded playboy bunny.
My friends dont believe that I pee cause
I have the awesome-est kidney in the world that can hold up pee for about a shit loada hours.
Ok, enough about my kidney!
I played a small part in 'Cloverfield' when I infected my cousin with ebola.
I absolutely love music. But then again, Everyone does. Except Shannon :O
I'm half iban, My mom says I'm half indian too but I dont believe her!
In case you're wondering, No, I DONT live on trees. =/
I have a slight distaste for indians. :D just the ones that cant speak english
I'm not a racist bastard! >=[
ok fine, Maybe a little
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