Chaos And The Involuntary Eskimo
Halloweeeen ~ // Friday, October 31, 2008
Halloween!

Got invited to Giuli's place for some party. Yeah, the party was alright... I felt really lost so I hung out with Joshua most of the time. It was pretty fun. He never stops talking so thats a good thing :p

We were both late for the trick or treat thing so we were like... The only ones there while everyone was running around getting snacks and shit. It was unfair! But oh welll....

While the trick or treat thing was going on, Josh and I were walking around talking shit... And we walked passed the park, And there were a pair of slippers arranged neatly in the middle of the park. (I bet its still there, there were two pairs, i think the other one was seans or something. Joshua threw one of it in the bushes and sean was looking for it afterwards. hahahaha)

Anyway..

The slippers thing. It was neatly arranged in the middle of the park! How ironic. Its told that when little girls die they leave something in the park, like... their slippers or a note. But thats what joshua says. hahahahah.

We thought about it for a moment and then joshua ran away and squealed his lungs out! hahahah

It was seriously creeepy tho. But you know all these bullshit. And its Halloween! People are more gullible when it comes to Halloween! hahahah


After that they had some treasure hunt thing... It was pretty awkward. I was the only girl my group and Andrea was the only guy I knew in it so yeah. haha
We were talking bout how we both sucked in treasure hunts but in the end, Our team won!


Oh, And Giuli's Costume was FREAKING KICK ASS!

Giuli said she was gonna be dressed overly Gothic so yeah. It was awesome la. I'm gonna have nightmares. hahahah. we're planning to go out as a Gothic group one day to mv or something, damn, this is when plaids come in handy! too bad top shop doesnt sell it anymore :(


Andrea said he was gonna dress as a dead guy. No... Didnt really work but good try :P heheheh
Looked more like a rocker. Still kick ass. he was freaking hot.

Yeah so the party was great... Awkward night but it doesnt feel like a waste of time...

Pics at giuli's blog cause joshua sucked as my photographer :p

Giuliano!

Who The Hell Is Shafique? haha // Thursday, October 30, 2008
No, I'm not going to do the Tag cause freaking blogspot is being a bastard! :p


But I tag Chu Li! heheh

Ugh.. // Monday, October 27, 2008
Copy and paste to your own journal, erase my answers, and add your own.
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real places, names and/or objects, but nothing made up!
Try to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same 1st initial.
You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl/sur name question.
Have fun with it!

Cassandra
4 LETTER WORD: Uh.. Crap. :p
BOY NAME: Carter?
GIRL NAME: Cathy?
SURNAME: C....... ugh.
OCCUPATION: Cartoonist!
A COLOR: Crimson!
SOMETHING YOU WEAR: Cuffs?
BEVERAGE: Chinese tea! haha
FOOD: Cereal
SOMETHING FOUND IN A BATHROOM: Er... Colgate? hahahah
A PLACE: China!
REASON FOR BEING LATE: Uh.. Colgate poisoned my dog? hahahahahah
SOMETHING YOU SHOUT: crap!

I tag Geral!

Today My Brother's Fish Blew Up. //
Yes Its true, I got up this morning, Randomly passed my fish tank and BAM! I found a punctured fish. hahaha. My brother was heartbroken (Pftt. He didnt even notice he had a fish!)








Oh, OH! Hey Jacob! Your fish blew up!
What? What? OMG. OMG.. NOO!! :'( Why! Why me?! Why him?! Why MY FISH!?!
Ah, Cut the crap, You dont even remember its name!



My brother, Jacob and I .




I think its just the way fishes die, They grow extremely fat, then they blow up! My brother Joshua's fish was FREAKING fat the day before it disappeared! Yes, It disappeared. Until today we still havent found its body :S

Theres only two possible explanation to it.



A. It got abducted by the YEEEVIL spirit of my neighbour's dead cat
B. It blew up.



So yeah. haha. Makes sense.



R. I. P Fish. ( Whats its name again? )
May the God of all fishes uh... Accept you... into.. Fish heaven or something. Or maybe you can reincarnate!



Dear Jj, // Sunday, October 26, 2008
Dear JJ. I don't really know how to tell you this, but your nostrils are insulting. I think I realized it when I threw up With George Bush and his wife and I saw you Carve your initials into Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're Frostbitten enough to understand That your Honda sucks. I'm returning your contact book to you, but I'll keep The oil stocks as a memory. You should also know that I Always will remember the incarnation as an Eskimo.Greetings to your freaky family,
Cassandra!





Dear (the last person who left a comment on your Journal).I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___,-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - CastratePink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family


I tag You Chu li! And Sannon, And Geral. Woo. Ok.

One Banana. Just one. // Saturday, October 25, 2008
Today was rosh's bday party, It was pretty nice... Nice food... Nice.. uh.. crowd? hehe.. Nice.. Just nice la. It was interesting... Jasmeet, Giuli, Geral and I got her a lot of random stuff, like...

Nipple stickers, Men's disposable underwear, Kid's toothbrush, Pregnancy Test, Underwear... hahaha.. Duck printed boxers :p

I know she likes it a lot! hehe...















Here's her reaction, Seeeee! She loves it :p


Tag. // Friday, October 24, 2008
1) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
-Uh.. Yeah? Even if I'm not allowed, There's nothing anyone can do about it :p

2) Describe yourself in one word.
- Confused

3) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
- The one I love?

4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
- Yeah...

5) Does it feel good to love?
- No... It drains all the sanity in you but you cant do anything bout it.. Its disturbing. lol

6) God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
- I'd ask God to cut me some slack and give me 5 more years at least :p

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you?
- If someone doesnt wanna believe me, I'll just walk away

8)Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
- Uh.. no?

9) What' your opinion about someone who's jealous?
- life's unfair

10) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
- I dont know.. ?

[[ * PART 2 * ]]

1) Best place to cry?
- I cry in the toilet. hahah

2) Who do you love the most?
- Uh...

3) Tell us your dream last night?
- I dreamt that Giuli was a pro skater! hahaha

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
- Yeah.. But it was temporary.. I got over it

5) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
- " Your mother is using you and your brothers to get my money " - My dearest Dad. Btw, Happy birthday.

[[ * Part 3* ]]

You had a beer with?
- Roshinni, Ram and Giuli.

- Went to the movies with?
- Uh... Andrea, Dhanvi and Roshinni

- Talked on the cell phone to?
-My mom..

- You hugged?
- Giuli.. haha

- You yelled at?
- My brother

In the last week have you -

~Kissed someone?
- Nope.. I dont think I will anytime soon

~Danced crazy?
-Not lately.. But there was once during my cousin's bday party, I just went WILD! hahaha
Give me a break, I was only.. 5? :p

Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
- Yesterday. Boy, I'll fcukin kill you!

If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
- mmmm... I kinda wanna master the skateboard.. hahaha.. No, I dont wanna break bones.. But its pretty awesome. I mean, It has no logics! Its.. yea. Hardcore.. But who'm I kidding, I'm too afraid to even go on rollercoasters! But I can handle the pain. Oh well... hhaha..

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
- New York, Paris, Italy and Hawaii.

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
- Yeah, I blackmail my brothers ALL THE TIME. :p

Are you old fashioned?
- Uh... no?

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
- To tell someone I love them... Cause rejection's my worst nightmare.

What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
- Music.

Facts About Me:
1) My life is screwed.
2) i gave up on history long before i realized i did.
3) I've lost touch with reality
4) I... play the guitar? haha
5) I have just realised that I CAN live without the internet. ?

5 things that scares me:
1) The Future.
2) Rollercoasters
3) My dog.. haha
4) Shannon's dog, Buttons. :S
5) Spirits.. ? Possesed people ? haha.. I've seen so many in church. So, Yea.

6 )Songs Playing in My Head Lately
1) Stricken
2) Let Go
3) Take Tomorrow

7) -Things I treasure in My Life-
Hmmm..

7 Words/Things I Always Use/Say
1) Ah Fuck.
2) Freakin!
3) Dude...
4) Gah
5) Anyway..
6) Wei!
7) Mmmm..

Well, I've got no one to tag.

Geral Day! //
EXAMS ARE FREAKING OVER!!!
well not exactly, I still have PJK and Sivics but SCREW IT! The reason I suffer IS OVER! freaking MATHS AND SCIENCE. But its temporary Joy, Tomorrow PMR's gonna kill me softly!
Overall it was an awesome day. Very random.

Well, School ended at 12.30, Geral wanted to lepak so I waited until like... 1 something.. and finally we left! Geral wanted to take a cab, But I guess it was safer to walk cause..


A. My mom'll find out sooner or later
B. My mom'll kill me if she found out!


So while walking, These guys passed us with their bikes, but we ignored... and then 10 minutes later, their right next to us and...


Hi, Nama saya naim, Nama dik apa?
*ignores*
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii..
Fuck off.
*gets embarrassed and rides off*

Annoying Malay Rempit, Geral and I.


hahaha. Ok,


So we walked. All the way to Devi's corner. Geral was just CRAVING for tosai, so I just followed... And when we got there! MAN! Its like Geral forgot how to speak!

The waiter was asking us where to sit, And I kept on looking at Geral, So she'll answer, But its like she wasnt even there! So eventually I sat down, And ordered, And asked for extra Dal cause Geral overdid it on the Dal. hahahah.. But yeah. She was damn vain, She kept on cutting it in small pieces, Looking left to right whether people are watching her eat, And THEN she'll take a bite out of that SMALL, MISERABLE, PIECE OF FREAKIN TOSAI.!!!

Yeah sorry geral, But lunch felt like forever :p

Anyway, After that, Geral and I wanted to see if we could walk from Devi's corner to Mv. We made it half way thru.. hahaha.. Ok, Geral kept on complaining the whole way! She wanted to get a cab, But no one stopped for us, Some of them honked for geral, and winked at her, hahahaha.. But she refused to believe me!

Anyway, We stopped in front of this bag show room or something, You know, Just right next to the LRT station, And we didnt wanna go any further cause there was a HUGE highway we had to take, So we went with the taxi plan! While Geral was calling the taxi, I decided to take a pic of our reflexion, Somehow, A third person appeared in the pic. Its damn creepy. I dunno if its cause of the glass, But it doesnt look like me, or geral, Infact all our faces are blurred, so I cant tell if it was someone else, or just me. anyway, here's the pic..


Creeeepy shit.

Yeah, and eventually we gave up looking for a taxi cause they were all on the other side of the road at the petrol station freaking filling up their tanks, So we kinda just... Stood there and waited for a miracle to happen. And guess what! It DID happen! hahaha

suddenly I see shannon's car pass us, and I told geral and we started jumping around like maniacs

First they didnt know it was us, until they saw us jumping and doing crazy stuff so yeah, they stopped and we got on :p

And then we went to Mv to get Rosh's bday present(s)

I shall mention it in tomorrow's blog cause I dont wanna ruin the suprise :p

(Dont worry Rosh, You'll NEVER guess it right. hehe)

So school was great, Lunch was great, Mv was great... and now here I am! Paralysed and tired! I had to sit down while taking a bath! hahaha..

The minute I stepped into my doorstep, I collapsed to the floor and my maid laughed at me. =(

So why is this post called Geral Day? Its this small convo I had with Geral while having lunch. She said its her Cassie Day so I shouldnt ruin it by messaging. hahaha.. I dont get it, I sit next to her in class, Basically, everywhere Geral goes, I go, but she says she hardly gets me to herself. haha.. selfish much :p


My baby got revived! // Monday, October 20, 2008
Yeah! My baby, My life, MY PC! got revived :)



Its been so long since I've been online. It feels so goooood to finally blog after so long! Nothing interesting happened in the past few weeks so even if I had my pc, I wouldn't have blogged.





OH oh!



Few days ago, My class made a teacher cry. A GUY teacher.



Encik Zalani. The gay teacher that poses every second. He's very gay. Well, Maybe he's just metrosexual. Yeah. Anyway,



He's a really dumb guy. Puvenes was trying to teach him english, I swear, My ears started bleeding. It was dreadful. I also told him that Geral and I are twins! haha



You. uh. Portugeouaaaouuess? ( he said it in a very gay way )
Dad's phillipino and mom's portugese
Oh, And You? * points at me*
I'm her twin! :D
Oh.. your her.. apa?
Kembar!
OHHH.. and your.. father is?
Portugese :D
phillipino la!
Oh right, what she said!
Oh, your father, phillipino?
Yeah, Cause I'm her twin :D
Oh.. And your father? *points at geral*


Encik Zalani, Geral and I.


Gosh, He's stupid.



Anyway, He kept on joking around and stuff so no one took him seriously, After that Pn. Ong walks in and tells us to arrange our desks cause its freakin messy






AFTER SHE LEFT...



Everyone went back to doing their normal stuff, And encik zalani was the only one arranging the desk. So he was like "Hey, Why am I the only one arranging? Cmon, Get up" ( of course he said it in malay la )



Then fatin and anisah got up and talked back, Well they were joking, But he took it seriously. He started screaming at us like crazy and everyone was freaking scared. So we all arranged the desk and shit and he stood by the teacher's desk and looked out the window.






5 minutes later...



He turns around, And he's eyes were FREAKIN red! Like he's been crying for 2 years!


So Geral, Asilla, Nat and I suspected already, But it was too... Gay to be true,


And after he came back to he's senses, Anisah noticed he's eyes too. And SHE DID SOMETHING SO FREAKIN STUPID!


She went like " Cikgu, Janganlah menangis!"


OH MY GOD LA. How dumb can she get!


Anyway, After that, Teacher went back to the teacher's desk and looked out the window, I guess he couldn't control his tears. Yeah, So he was sobbing at the teacher's desk and Anisah felt bad, So she started crying too. The whole environment was damn emotional. But Geral and I kept on making jokes bout it. hahahaha. It was hilarious la.







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So as you know, Finals started today! DUM DUM DUUUUUUUUMMMM



Yeah the whole cramming thing didnt work, Its too hard. I did manage to study a lil maths. Thats on Thursday, Damn I cant wait till this week's over! Then I'm gonna party like there's no tomorrow!! Cause PMR's gonna take my life away next year. :(

I hate the goverment. I cant believe Najib got to blow someone up and got away with it just cause he's in the goverment! Scratch that, I dont want he's people coming after my family or to be put in jail for blogging about our goverment :

Anyway, There's a nice movie on TV now and I'm gonna watch it so SO LONG SUCKERS!


Its been a while. // Monday, October 13, 2008
yeah,my pc got busted cause of freaking nature. It was the thunder. Yeah. so now i'm at giuli's place blogging with her mom's laptop. it kicks ass!

giuli's dad's telling me bout some mythical greek stuff. hehe. bout some girl named cassandra that used to predict the future but no one believed her, Well a lot of people dont believe me. I'm labelled as a liar to half of my family. But the future thing? uh.. not quite. hehe.

So anyway, i'm here cause danish called me over for some study group thing. I went, but didnt really study anything.. They were doing math and I was just totally lost. It was scary watching them do math! They cursed in almost every line. Well its circles, its pretty crappy. Oh well, Mom's on the way so I'm ending this post here




Kinda miss talking to him.

Marge. // Thursday, October 2, 2008

Marge Simpson is a waste of space. She's so lame, she doesn't even deserve Homer!
I have no idea whats up with her voice, But its so annoying! Its like her voice never stops maturing! GAH! and what is up with that freaking green dress! But I gotta admit, Her hair is pretty punk. :p

Travis Barker Signature Drumsticks. // Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Thats on my To-Get list.

Wounds. //
Today was.... Whoa.

I couldn't stop eating. For real. haha
I ate A LOT OF STUFF. non-stop! I just couldn't stop. No, I'm not exaggerating!

______
Anyway, I feel really bad right. I'm sorry if I caused trouble or anything, Its okay if you think I'm pretty bitchy. I know I really am a bitch. And I dont hate you. You know who you are...

Cassandra
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( Picture Above May Seem More Yellow Than The Actual Object )

Long, Long ago, on the 7th day of the 7th month,
I came into this wretched and unfortunate world.
I was given the name Cassandra,
The name Cassandra came from an old greek myth about an unfortunate woman who the world thought was a liar,
A woman who wanted to be vindicated but never did and then later got raped by some dude.
Despite the torture and pain and anxiety this name had to carry through generations from generations,
My mom randomly picked it out from a fashion magazine.
I'm a 15 year old who apparently looks like a 12 year old.
I am easily annoyed.
But it's simple really, If you give me hell, I'll burn your house down.
Yes, I have guts. Except for theme parks, That stuff just freaks me out :S
My best friend's half portugese, And my other best friend has hair on her neck :p
This may excite some people but My grandpa has a pet fish....... That died a week ago unfortunately
My brothers laugh like a retarded playboy bunny.
My friends dont believe that I pee cause
I have the awesome-est kidney in the world that can hold up pee for about a shit loada hours.
Ok, enough about my kidney!
I played a small part in 'Cloverfield' when I infected my cousin with ebola.
I absolutely love music. But then again, Everyone does. Except Shannon :O
I'm half iban, My mom says I'm half indian too but I dont believe her!
In case you're wondering, No, I DONT live on trees. =/
I have a slight distaste for indians. :D just the ones that cant speak english
I'm not a racist bastard! >=[
ok fine, Maybe a little
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