Chaos And The Involuntary Eskimo

Day 1. // Tuesday, July 20, 2010

" I've been roaming around, Always looking down at all I see "

It's Tuesday.
... And it's raining.

So I was reading Danish's blog while listening to Kings of Leon and somehow, It made me feel kind of depressed. I don't know why. shit, I'm becoming too emotional nowdays.
Anyways.

I'm bored as hell , And everyone seems to be doing that survey thing on Shannon's blog so I decided to try it. seemed like a good source of entertainment. so yeah.

Day 01 - Something you hate about yourself.

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.

Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.

Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.

Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)

Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)

Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.

Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.

Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.

Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.

Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?

Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?

Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.

Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.

Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)

Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.

Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?

Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?

Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?

Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.

Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 1. - Something You hate about yourself.

I hate that I give up even before trying.

like chemistry, I admit it's the only subject I put least effort on. I'd rather study history than study chemistry! I just have this deep hatred for it, I don't know if its just the teacher or the whole concept of the subject. But I've never tried to do it, And I already gave up on it. In fact, I would totally drop it but taking biology without chemistry totally defeats the purpose so yeah.
Chemistry just doesn't make sense, I don't go for tuitions so I TRY to sit in class and pay attention. But I just don't get it. The teacher will say some fcuked up chemical equation formed through electrolysis, and when we ask her why it's that way, she says she doesn't know, just memorize it. Like WTF?!?! I hate subjects like that. Subjects that have no bloody explanations! Maybe there are explanations but it's not like I can't live without it. I've lived 16 years without it and I'm doing great!

And also skateboarding. Ok well, I've tried that. And I failed miserably.. haha. so yeah. scratch that.

I also hate that I look immature. I don't know why, when people see me face to face, they ALWAYS say I look one year younger than my actual age, Last year when I was 15, everyone said I look 14, Now that I'm 16, Everyone says I look 15. I just don't understand. It's not like you go through any drastic changes when you turn 16. Like what the hell. But when they see my fb pictures, they say I look 17. that's just pure shit.

Cassandra

( Picture Above May Seem More Yellow Than The Actual Object )

Long, Long ago, on the 7th day of the 7th month,
I came into this wretched and unfortunate world.
I was given the name Cassandra,
The name Cassandra came from an old greek myth about an unfortunate woman who the world thought was a liar,
A woman who wanted to be vindicated but never did and then later got raped by some dude.
Despite the torture and pain and anxiety this name had to carry through generations from generations,
My mom randomly picked it out from a fashion magazine.
I'm a 15 year old who apparently looks like a 12 year old.
I am easily annoyed.
But it's simple really, If you give me hell, I'll burn your house down.
Yes, I have guts. Except for theme parks, That stuff just freaks me out :S
My best friend's half portugese, And my other best friend has hair on her neck :p
This may excite some people but My grandpa has a pet fish....... That died a week ago unfortunately
My brothers laugh like a retarded playboy bunny.
My friends dont believe that I pee cause
I have the awesome-est kidney in the world that can hold up pee for about a shit loada hours.
Ok, enough about my kidney!
I played a small part in 'Cloverfield' when I infected my cousin with ebola.
I absolutely love music. But then again, Everyone does. Except Shannon :O
I'm half iban, My mom says I'm half indian too but I dont believe her!
In case you're wondering, No, I DONT live on trees. =/
I have a slight distaste for indians. :D just the ones that cant speak english
I'm not a racist bastard! >=[
ok fine, Maybe a little
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